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Name: Jason
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Interests: Music.Bright Eyes.Feeling.Freedom.Escape.
Expertise: Getting hurt.Pain.Life.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Currently Listening
Never Take Friendship Personal
By Anberlin
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My heart is broken, my eyes are soaked with tears made of blood

i put a nine volt battery on my tounge . it was shocking .

battery acid is gross .

whatever.

good news . i found a quarter .

whatever.



Thursday, September 28, 2006

Currently Listening
Wall of People
By Monty Are I
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cut my head off slowly on a blunt fan. it will all be the same.

when will the pain end.confusion strikes. if i were a chicken and they cut off my head. i would run around. 

i wish i were a chicken with no head. no thinking. just action. then plop.




 


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Currently Listening
Prepare the Masses
By A Change of Pace
Weekend Warriors
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Shoot yourself in the face. Or better yet shoot me.

i woke up this morning. felt cold. both inside and outside. it got warmer, that was pretty beat. went to the city. ate vietnamese. the food was bland. just like life.


Thursday, October 20, 2005

Currently Listening
Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
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so confused. crying. you lied. you betrayed. you got what you deserved.  the silence was nice. quiet, like a tomb. today was good. i threw rocks at the wall. i wished i was the wall. i wrote a song for my band, the denied.

"Leave me alone, I don't want you"

//i was standing in the silence, this person came over //"give me some money", i told him to get off.// living in this life is full of crap. //i lived too much, i just want out.//no one cares about each other. i dont care.                     

//CHORUS://why do you hate me, why do you want me.//you can't have me, i hate you.// why do you hate me, why do you want me.// you can't have me, i hate you.  

silence. darkness. the great cold breeze surrounds.//i wish that someone cared for me. not, who cares?//i won't care for them. they can die.//people need to leave me alone. i don't care.

i only have two stanzas. whatever. maybe i'll write two more or something. i don't care.

 


Thursday, October 13, 2005

Currently Listening
North
By Something Corporate
Only Ashes
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i walked in the rain today. it drenched me. i was cold. but i'm always cold. on the inside.  i felt free momentarily, free from the world. i hope it gets dark soon. dark like the blood that flows. in the dark i feel safe. safe from the hate. hiding in the shadows. no fear.

down i fall. down the winding sprial of loneliness. nothing to do. sit and weep. turn to ashes.

 



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